My life. Can’t keep calm though meep.
(Source: wongzong)
Spent the weekend at D’s writing fellowship essays. Wearing his oversized (ugly) white fleece sweater & pajama pants. Having him feed me coconuts among other foods while being a polar bear with no makeup. Typing with football in the background. Taking play breaks with soft hamster. Quite comfortable. Still can’t wait to have a veggie dominated diet and feel like a human again (by wearing makeup?).
Deadline tomorrow, still have two more papers to write, this needs to be over now!!
can a lab just take me???
It feels weird to just chill around this weekend, but in a sense I think I’ve given up. I know it’s not the right attitude and I should be planning for whatever I need to do next, but it’s hard. Nothing feels like it’s worth it.